The Missing Missing Shade of Blue
Friday, June 26th, 2009Climbing gets a little better every day.
I’ve got the kitten, I’m thinking of moving with the Girl Friend into a new apartment with a washer, a dryer, a dishwasher and a garbage disposal. These things alternately make me glow, afraid, and giggle. It’s not like it’s a washer dryer standing combo after all.
There are a few things that appear to be missing, objects of affection which I would have assumed I’d have hanging around somewhere.
I’ve been mining an artery of bad chocolate, poisonous slivers of self-loathing left percolating for hate juice, gasoline for an engine stamped in long uphill runs, too many push-ups turned into a stomach that wont stay flat as I’d like, my poetry needs an oil change, and an after dinner mint slashing breath freshener, my machines have all gone virtual, maybe the earth spins in imaginary toes with less passion, perspective and other unattractive vices have left me reasonable where I should be angry and rusted shut where she should be full of compassion and understanding, to over full of tender and respectful mercy killings, no more bloody bats, no more midnight fish-less boat rides, the coffee cup is over flowing and I need more napkins.
There’s a pleasing confusion of lust, longing and loveless nights.
At Least I’m not getting Fat.













